The truth untold

There is a day where you feel like everything seems fine. The sparks in her eyes feels alive and none of them realise the silence she kept in her mind. Thousand thoughts. Numbness. Empty.

She is there but her mind is out of nowhere.

She kept the silence for years and now she believes that, none of her thoughts gonna be reality. She had finally realised that she is actually unwanted and should have make up her mind that she need to build the walls as high as no one could break it anymore.

She turned out to be clueless.

Is it worth her lifetime?

After all those years, she wanted to see herself genuinely happy with her life. She thought the silence tears is bearable but then; today is the remarkable day as the tears had finally come to the downfall.

She step forward and tell herself, at least you know the truth now rather than let yourself drown again. She convinced herself until she has finally close her eyes.

Her heart is aching. 

Her hand is shaking.

The tears keep falling even her eyes are close.

She probably find it is hard to fall asleep.

She knew this day probably would come and attack her all over again.

She decided to wake up and wash her face. Hoping that that feeling will be fade away. Look into the mirror and tell herself; you gonna make this remarkable day as the fresh restart for your life. It is the right time to take a break from everything and make the new changes in your life.

She walk into her room and started to think again.

I’m not gonna waste it anymore. I really need to speak up and be brave again. I won’t let my time been wasted for this feeling anymore. Thank you for your honesty. You really made it at the right time. I appreciate it.

Took few minutes to convince herself.

She had finally come to agreement with herself.

She wipe the tears and smile; someday, I’ll be more gentle to myself when it comes to love. I won’t let my heart drown again that easily. I’d really sorry to myself and i promise that this time, your “time” will be worth enough for you to define your own life.

Remember this one thing;- “We all are worthy enough to be happy on our own way”❣️