unprivate diary.

There is gonna be a time, you're completely grateful for everything. You don't wanna miss every single second to live. To you; it is a "miracle" that has meant to be yours.  There is gonna be a time, you're completely crushed for what had happened in your life. It was aching but you keep confronting yourself "All is well". To you; it was actually a test bcs God always prepare the good timing for you. It was meant to be a lesson to be learned. The lesson that you wish not to learn. Indeed. Life is full of maybes that sometimes you wish to skip so that you won't be worried about what is going to happen next.  As far as i concerned about my own personal life; all i can say right now is "I am completely grateful for each lil thing that i had gone thru". I never thought i could be who am i today. I never thought i could hold on everything silently. I used to remind myself; "someday, i am going to look back and thanked for the unwanted versi

 Bismillah. It has been for a while since i didn't update anything in here.  So, here i am. Assalamualaikum & happy Tuesday! 💫 As i am being private to myself, distracting myself from social medias, been shut down several accounts and here i am; readily to embrace and bloom for once again. I admit that i had once been so lowkey low and almost removed myself to every circle that i had live with before. Partly has been removed permanently and part of them are still here with me. I'm so grateful for it, the years, moment and life that we had cherish together will always stay in my memory. Forever and always!  The fact that today is the day that i feel rebirth for once again had made me really proud of myself. I never once had the thought that i am going through the current life that i am living right now. I feel like living in a fantasy but it is real. Now, i am truly understand the definition of "you can only love, when you truly let go". I don't really remembe