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Hello, peeps!  Since it almost come to the end of 2019, i would like to share my  3 Major Lessons in 2019 ♥️ Frankly honest, my 2019 journey was actually full of storms and bumpy roads that some knew and some might not know about it. I swear that, it wasn't that easy but Alhamdulillah; here i am at the end of the year, still standing on my two feets and i can finally see each of those hard times did pay off 🙆🏻‍♀️ 1. Forgive yourself ☝🏻 Throughout this journey, i met this one person who thought me this lesson which is "to forgive myself". I always been haunted by my own past life where it makes me think; "for what reason i gotta face this?"  "where does it goes wrong?" "am i that bad?" .................... After i received that advice, i started to question myself again; "throughout the process for me to accept the fact that happened to my life, do i ever forgive myself before i forgive others?".  I feel bad to...

We all as a student mesti pernah terdetik "kenapa aku kena belajar subject ni? Apa function belajar subject ni? Etc etc". Jujur aku cakap, aku pernah terdetik mcam tu and aku pernah rasa nak give up. Time second year, aku dh siap² bagitahu parents aku yg aku nak tukar kos akaun ni kepada kos finance. But then along call and give me few advice. "Ingat tujuan utama awak kenapa awak nak sambung belajar". Ya, aku memang mintak kos akaun ni sejak aku rasa "akaun senang" time form 5 dulu walhal pada asalnya aku nak sangat masuk kelas yg ada ert time form 4 dulu hahaha tapi ibu kata kalau minat masak, benda tu boleh je amik kelas luar, belajar sendiri so end up stick dgn akaun sampai lah aku jatuh cinta dengan akaun lol drama sgt. Then aku teruskan dgn akaun sampailah aku betul² fail subject yang aku mmg takut untk amik. Level give up dgn akaun time ni rasa mcam speechless, dah la mmg dekat rumah, mcam mana nak bagitahu parents? Ah sudah, time ni aku nangis dulu ...